Lonely Blog

Name: E

Birth Place: somewhere tat i dont belong

Nationality: none

Birth Date: 10th August

Current Age:its no big deal

Occupation: Student

Hobbies: Slacking all day, Playing Igo, Singing

Colour: Orange

Singer/ Band: Taylor Swift / SHE

Television Channel:Nat Geo, Discovery Channel

Movie: 2012

People: Backstabbers, Liars (tell serious lies), Betrayers, Traitors, Gossipers, Insulters, Childish People, Perverse People, Someone close

Others: School Life, Chain Mails

Dear diary,
i really miss pals. though i nv really speak up to them. but they really are very very nice. wat will happen if i had nv chose tat sch? wat if i went to USS? i wan to join a choir with serious pple. i wan to lead one with pple who really wan to learn. i wan to hv frens who really will be dere for me when i need it. why mus i be the one who gives way all the time? why mus i be the foolish? its not tat i dun know you. its just tat i wan to let you know my true self. by showing them a little by little. but it seems you cant accpt it. you wan tat "me", but its hard being tat me. cus where will all the bad stuff goes? when i keep saying it's ok. at first its fine. but it does have its limits. too much of swallowing bad stuff and not being able to let it out. i feel aching all over. the diseases spread all over me, contaminating me. 'cus im not given the time to let those bad stuffs out. i'm afraid for our bonds. afraid for us. tats why i try to agree to everything you say. i dont wan a fren who will not tell me where i am wrong. i dont wan a fren, who is there jus cus' he has to be there. i dont wan a fren, tat doesnt know my true feelings. or doesnt care bout my true feelings. not everyone can be like you. not everyone. not me. i can be if its last time. but now i cant. i seriously cant. i seem to be concern with everything u did to me or thought bout me. cus u only accpt the past me. you did not know i had changed.

i for once really hope you will come to tat concert. its my last time performing with them and i really hope u can see it. why cant u come? why? why let the journey stop you? i heard my frens on the phone. all were busy telling their frens how to go. even their "enemy" came. all went there to support them. why give me the excuse saying "its far, i hate travelling to far places" WHY MUST YOU FOLLOW. WHY MUS YOU CRY. ITS SUPPOSE TO BE ME WHO IS CRYING.

Posted by Wei Ting

Dear diary,
as usual i slept for a very long time. I prefer my dreams more then my life. Today i dreamt that I was in korea for audtion. Pretty cool 'cus I met loads of korean stars in my dreams! haha don't really want to wake up, but after all that's only a dream. I'm also trying to write a story, but somehow i can't get the opening right=P

what am i to you? are your birds more important to you den me? jus needed your help to help me find my specs.. im as blind as a bat without my specs. but wat did you say? oh it's raining better keep my birds when i thought you are going into my room to help me find them! it's ok really.. for years i have never felt a tiny bit of love coming from you. even if i do hv.. it's only a tiny spark of hope tat you actually love me.. and tat spark can't last longer den i expect it to be.

P.s who would you choose? between Natsume & Shinichi
so hard to decide!

Posted by Wei Ting

Dear diary,
I can never like my life. Other then some things that i really love, the rest are just bullshit. Everything is boring, dull. Nothing interesting. + my dad sure do love to make stuff difficult for me. Just like how my jokes are to him, his IRRITATED me. And it's no joke. Can you say some kind of beating is a joke? Weird. I'm not laughing at all. But other then him, I love my family members.

p.s I don't remember a love you gave me. But i remembered those you gave the others. That's why I'm hurting.

Posted by Wei Ting

December 2009
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